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Sunday, March 28, 2010
3:33 PM
the "me" my friend told me the other day... "you always think you are right" "you don't take friends' advices" "you are not grow up yet".. ... ... I listen...no quarrel... because human are not molded. May be that's how you see from your side.. That's my personality, no one can change and that's the way I am... I can't change yours too...isn't it? What lack between us is "understanding".. =P not only in "friendship" needs it...and also in your "relationship" ..hehe I hope you don't blame me for this post..hehe Just don't have new post..so I write about this..hahaha Again... I can only say sorry for couldn't attend your birthday..you told me to put myself in your shoes, so do you..you need to understand my situation too.. My life..i can tell you ..it's suck!! all the way I hate my country..I tried to go out from that shit. Do you think I never miss my parents and never wanted to go home..and I don't wanted to back KL to gather with friends? May be your life is just so wonderful and you wonder everyone's life does? What I am doing right now, work and study, is just to get away from that hell country.. I got NO choice, that's the road I have taken. I ever regretted that why I didn't not work in KL and so can see you guys anytime? I ever think why I am working for other while I can just shake my leg and run my father's restaurant? and so many of WHY...? It is so easy to say "i want to go back KL cuz i miss my friends"..yea? The reality is I'm working and it's not as easy to take leave as you think. 7 days a week, I work 6 days, 1 OFF day and that's when I take part time class.. So where are the ,9,10,11,12th days for me to go on holiday?? Hope you can understand all these.. =D |