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Jorge! m jz an ordinary person born !n a country which doesn't want to recogn!se me, so do ! ! m not a "happy go lucky", taking l!fe seriouly as what & how ! want to be & fight for what ! want |
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Jorge! m jz an ordinary person born !n a country which doesn't want to recogn!se me, so do ! ! m not a "happy go lucky", taking l!fe seriouly as what & how ! want to be & fight for what ! want |
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
1:26 AM
the love affair it's another off day arghh...nxt week no OFF..have to spend my OFF to attend a boring Hygiene Class..siennnnn ahh....it's going to be 9-7pm someting...wth..so long..gonna grow fungus ok..tat's for next week.. well..today, I think I have done a great job..was a great Cupid..helped a almost breaking up couple.. both are my friends. It's all about arguments for just a small small case..(i duno what was it )..and misunderstand each other. Tears, headache...what for?..you guys just wasted some precious time. Last night when I back home from work and online, saw my buddy in MSN..I felt there should be something wrong wit him as he usually do not online late. I got to know that they got problem and headache with if still continue their relationship. I spent a couple of hour talk to him and off to bed around 3AM... actually I do not know how to comfort them as I never been in a relationship...how do I know what made them like going break up...all the effort you made would be meaningless.What I know is that to "value" each other. In the end I am happy to hear that they are okay now...they have just passed the relationship exam.. hehe..God bless you both..jia you!!! Labels: love Saturday, May 16, 2009
11:09 PM
imperfect crush a second Crush could it be just a panishment from God?...why me?what have i done in my previous life? this is the second crush i ever had in my life, i'm gonna insane !!!  i just don't have more energy...and desperated at this time, i can do nothing but just missing her too much...it's not a good sign :x and a song repeting in me "Why are we still friend?" by 98 Degree We do almost everything that lovers do And that?s why it?s hard, just to be friends with you Every time your heart is broken by the fool I want you to know that it hurts me too It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away) Knowing that you should be with me Now tell me why [CHORUS:] Why ? why are we still friends When everything says We should be more than we are And tell me why every time I find Someone that I like We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends) I would hate for you to find somebody new Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you But am I a fool girl not to say If I?m always scared I?ll lose you anyway Somehow somewhere I?ve got to choose (got to choose) No matter if it's win or lose Now tell me why [CHORUS] I don?t wanna be like your brother I don?t wanna be your best friend I only wanna be your lover When will this end If I told you that I wanna be in your life Then you could be the woman in mine Tuesday, May 5, 2009
9:29 PM
Recently did not update blog for couple of weeks. No one complain (coz nobody read my blog) but Renelle..haha thanks for the reminder. I put an effort to write this..pls appreciate.. :) coz i'm lazy, busy....and endless excueses...headache with lots of things in mind ok..first thing first..Birthday once in a year...this is the day for me, 2 May i did not have any plan to celebrate since I am away from all of you..but i knew staff in Gyu Kaku would give me a surprise..since they have done for everyone's b'day. I just do not konw when it would be. It was the end of operation, everyone ready to go home, i took my bag and went downstair..and asking May "is the trasport here yet?.." and the song started...Happy Birthday. thank all of GK staffs. and i get no SMS wishes from you guys, but EK.. may be you all don't know my no. ..tat's ok..and thank for those dropped msg in Facebook :) Second thing... the question is "what should I do next?" study? work? work+study?...I can't make up my mind coz i want to resign the current job had been in the kitchen for 1year..found that it's not really my interest...I want to do "service".. resign the current job?..where on earth can offer me a better job?? work + study?? how can this possible with the current manpower in outlet..no one can replace when i'm off to class.. study?.. i suppose this is the best option ...now getting info of an Ausi school..hope this will work.. and now....the Third thing it comes again..i got a new crush...too fast? It just ended in the previous post hun..:P God..why let this happen to me again?...I have no idea why.. .it's just like last time, started thinking about her and missing everyday..may be it just a wrong feeling?..I do not want to hurt myself again...3 years..it's enough for me,though and the Fourth... i'm sleepy now..tomorrow split shift :8.. good night.. Labels: love Wednesday, April 22, 2009
12:26 AM
the failure MISSION 2 April 2009 ... seriously no JOKE it's just to hang out with someone... mission 1- go to KLCC as early as possible and get two tickets to visit Twin Tower Sky Bridge woke up around 7 in the morning and reached KLCC at 8:30..thanks God, it's week day and not much people queuing up for the FOC tickets..may be about 200 pax ahead me.. i got the tickets half an hour later..it's scheduled at 4pm to be visited  "unvisited ticket" Mission 2 - invite her to visit Sky Bridge i called her and told her tat i got ticket to the Sky Bridge..if she can come over? the reply was "may be, not sure" well..i expected the good.. then back to mentari ... and tried to find friends to go for ice skating at pyramid..i deadly wanted to go for it... i called up Joanne to go for ice skating...and she's still in bed.. on the way back..i got a SMS... as i never wanted to expect.. she said.. she might not be able to go KLCC..don't have enough time for that. OK...and i knew it's the time for an "END" Mission 3- Bring her to Sky Bridge ... "If thing does not meant for you, you will never get it" A "miracle"? does it exist? but still i looked for it naively and it has never became a reality.. the reality is that I do not get a "chance" what i deserved most "chance"...it is not to be waited, but it is to be owned I could, finally, gave myself a chance to stop. Leaving all behind but you, still a friend Forget the past and looking forward a new future which meant for me it came to an END it's the END... but not yet.. headding down to Joanne's house..she's still brushing her teeth, and i waited outside,sitting down at the stair case...for an hour..think , think think,...and thinking why God never wanted to give me chance. Meanwhile Joanne went down for her lunch, didn't see me, though..pity me.. when i called her, she was having her lunch almost finish...sigh No mood for lunch and even ice skating, back to Joanne's apartment and lying on a sofa and expected some comfort from her.  after a while..Joanne suggested me to go for an ice cream.. she said "when unhappy, should eat ice cream"..did not believe what she said.. but nothing help if i just lying down there with a broken heart.. and we both headed to pyramid to heal my heart with Häagen-Dazs OMG..i can't believe i could spend so much for an ice cream...wonder was it me? absolutely, it's Jorgie..haha Tuscan Romance ( had this coz i dun haf a romance..:P)  Joanne  big thanks to Joanne...help me heal the wounded heart it really worked,..have some ice cream when you are down. and we back home after 6 later EK fetch me, Bulat, and Ivy to SS15, bean bean cafe.. we had dinner with Teddy Bear, Julian, Ming Huai they all.. never ending chit chating.... and we experienced a War of Cockroach... what the hell...suddelny lots of cockroach came out...gruesome!! back home, packed my bag and get sleep.. the End of KL trip Tuesday, April 1, 2008
10:49 AM
a pain in my heart still remember the 1st time we met...still see u in my dreams ...it's hurt n doesn't help at all... wht had happened to this 1 year of friendship???jz b'coz of different option?... what have i done?... do u really know, do u really understand what was happening to me?? it doesn't matter if u didn't understand me friend...but i felt being insulted ...lost my "selfrespect"...those words KILLED me... u didn't catch me when i fall...did u?the answer only u know... wht do u want more??...END our friendship??..tat's all wht u want?..u said it finally...i never expected....perhaps it's the thing u expected for ...? i did not hate you guys but it's HURT...i jz really didn't want to hear those words u guys repeted again n again n again.... i begged u guys "please STOP"... useless... "you dun like to talk to RD ppl"...ys i said tat...bt jz for kidding purpose...bt who know u guys keep in mind.. "you have change"...perhaps...but how can u say i hav change if u really dun understand me?? "act cool"...tat's wt u think...i haf no idea about it... "you didn't greet me"...ys i did not...it's was a beautiful misunderstanding...it jz that u guys dun BELIEVE me wht i explained.. finally i've change...being ALONE... tired of explaining... useless effort... n lost my friendship... i hav nothing to say...no more energy to explain... n no more frd....tat's wt i got extra... it's jz becoz of "misunderstanding"... sorry to say that i jz can't stand the INSULTing words.... sorry tat i can't join u guys to PD... it's not i dun want...i really affraid to hear those insulting words...perhaps it's jz an excuse... it's all enouf for me... i haf no courage to face u guys...i'm scared... i dun want to be hurt again... hope u guys can understand 1 day... LOVE u guys!!! JL |
