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Jorge! m jz an ordinary person born !n a country which doesn't want to recogn!se me, so do ! ! m not a "happy go lucky", taking l!fe seriouly as what & how ! want to be & fight for what ! want |
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Jorge! m jz an ordinary person born !n a country which doesn't want to recogn!se me, so do ! ! m not a "happy go lucky", taking l!fe seriouly as what & how ! want to be & fight for what ! want |
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
11:09 PM
imperfect crush a second Crush could it be just a panishment from God?...why me?what have i done in my previous life? this is the second crush i ever had in my life, i'm gonna insane !!!  i just don't have more energy...and desperated at this time, i can do nothing but just missing her too much...it's not a good sign :x and a song repeting in me "Why are we still friend?" by 98 Degree We do almost everything that lovers do And that?s why it?s hard, just to be friends with you Every time your heart is broken by the fool I want you to know that it hurts me too It's hard to wipe your tears away (tears away) Knowing that you should be with me Now tell me why [CHORUS:] Why ? why are we still friends When everything says We should be more than we are And tell me why every time I find Someone that I like We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends) I would hate for you to find somebody new Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you But am I a fool girl not to say If I?m always scared I?ll lose you anyway Somehow somewhere I?ve got to choose (got to choose) No matter if it's win or lose Now tell me why [CHORUS] I don?t wanna be like your brother I don?t wanna be your best friend I only wanna be your lover When will this end If I told you that I wanna be in your life Then you could be the woman in mine Wednesday, April 22, 2009
12:26 AM
the failure MISSION 2 April 2009 ... seriously no JOKE it's just to hang out with someone... mission 1- go to KLCC as early as possible and get two tickets to visit Twin Tower Sky Bridge woke up around 7 in the morning and reached KLCC at 8:30..thanks God, it's week day and not much people queuing up for the FOC tickets..may be about 200 pax ahead me.. i got the tickets half an hour later..it's scheduled at 4pm to be visited  "unvisited ticket" Mission 2 - invite her to visit Sky Bridge i called her and told her tat i got ticket to the Sky Bridge..if she can come over? the reply was "may be, not sure" well..i expected the good.. then back to mentari ... and tried to find friends to go for ice skating at pyramid..i deadly wanted to go for it... i called up Joanne to go for ice skating...and she's still in bed.. on the way back..i got a SMS... as i never wanted to expect.. she said.. she might not be able to go KLCC..don't have enough time for that. OK...and i knew it's the time for an "END" Mission 3- Bring her to Sky Bridge ... "If thing does not meant for you, you will never get it" A "miracle"? does it exist? but still i looked for it naively and it has never became a reality.. the reality is that I do not get a "chance" what i deserved most "chance"...it is not to be waited, but it is to be owned I could, finally, gave myself a chance to stop. Leaving all behind but you, still a friend Forget the past and looking forward a new future which meant for me it came to an END it's the END... but not yet.. headding down to Joanne's house..she's still brushing her teeth, and i waited outside,sitting down at the stair case...for an hour..think , think think,...and thinking why God never wanted to give me chance. Meanwhile Joanne went down for her lunch, didn't see me, though..pity me.. when i called her, she was having her lunch almost finish...sigh No mood for lunch and even ice skating, back to Joanne's apartment and lying on a sofa and expected some comfort from her.  after a while..Joanne suggested me to go for an ice cream.. she said "when unhappy, should eat ice cream"..did not believe what she said.. but nothing help if i just lying down there with a broken heart.. and we both headed to pyramid to heal my heart with Häagen-Dazs OMG..i can't believe i could spend so much for an ice cream...wonder was it me? absolutely, it's Jorgie..haha Tuscan Romance ( had this coz i dun haf a romance..:P)  Joanne  big thanks to Joanne...help me heal the wounded heart it really worked,..have some ice cream when you are down. and we back home after 6 later EK fetch me, Bulat, and Ivy to SS15, bean bean cafe.. we had dinner with Teddy Bear, Julian, Ming Huai they all.. never ending chit chating.... and we experienced a War of Cockroach... what the hell...suddelny lots of cockroach came out...gruesome!! back home, packed my bag and get sleep.. the End of KL trip Tuesday, April 1, 2008
10:49 AM
a pain in my heart still remember the 1st time we met...still see u in my dreams ...it's hurt n doesn't help at all... wht had happened to this 1 year of friendship???jz b'coz of different option?... what have i done?... do u really know, do u really understand what was happening to me?? it doesn't matter if u didn't understand me friend...but i felt being insulted ...lost my "selfrespect"...those words KILLED me... u didn't catch me when i fall...did u?the answer only u know... wht do u want more??...END our friendship??..tat's all wht u want?..u said it finally...i never expected....perhaps it's the thing u expected for ...? i did not hate you guys but it's HURT...i jz really didn't want to hear those words u guys repeted again n again n again.... i begged u guys "please STOP"... useless... "you dun like to talk to RD ppl"...ys i said tat...bt jz for kidding purpose...bt who know u guys keep in mind.. "you have change"...perhaps...but how can u say i hav change if u really dun understand me?? "act cool"...tat's wt u think...i haf no idea about it... "you didn't greet me"...ys i did not...it's was a beautiful misunderstanding...it jz that u guys dun BELIEVE me wht i explained.. finally i've change...being ALONE... tired of explaining... useless effort... n lost my friendship... i hav nothing to say...no more energy to explain... n no more frd....tat's wt i got extra... it's jz becoz of "misunderstanding"... sorry to say that i jz can't stand the INSULTing words.... sorry tat i can't join u guys to PD... it's not i dun want...i really affraid to hear those insulting words...perhaps it's jz an excuse... it's all enouf for me... i haf no courage to face u guys...i'm scared... i dun want to be hurt again... hope u guys can understand 1 day... LOVE u guys!!! JL Saturday, February 16, 2008
12:45 PM
THANK YOU!! it's alomst 2 yrs in malaysia...i've got lots of good frds more than i could imagine.... C'est La Vie... We knew this day would eventually be here... The day has finally arrived... It's our graduation time... And soon... I will be leaving…. BUT... No matter how many miles far away... No matter where you will be... No matter how old we are... WE WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER... dear friends ... Thank you for being there whenever i needed you... Thank you for being there through the good times... Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... Thank you for understanding when I made mistakes... Thank you for cheering me up and making me laugh… Thank you for all the great memories... Thank you for being my FRIENDS… and THANK YOU.... With LOVE JL |
