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Tuesday, April 1, 2008
10:49 AM
a pain in my heart still remember the 1st time we met...still see u in my dreams ...it's hurt n doesn't help at all... wht had happened to this 1 year of friendship???jz b'coz of different option?... what have i done?... do u really know, do u really understand what was happening to me?? it doesn't matter if u didn't understand me friend...but i felt being insulted ...lost my "selfrespect"...those words KILLED me... u didn't catch me when i fall...did u?the answer only u know... wht do u want more??...END our friendship??..tat's all wht u want?..u said it finally...i never expected....perhaps it's the thing u expected for ...? i did not hate you guys but it's HURT...i jz really didn't want to hear those words u guys repeted again n again n again.... i begged u guys "please STOP"... useless... "you dun like to talk to RD ppl"...ys i said tat...bt jz for kidding purpose...bt who know u guys keep in mind.. "you have change"...perhaps...but how can u say i hav change if u really dun understand me?? "act cool"...tat's wt u think...i haf no idea about it... "you didn't greet me"...ys i did not...it's was a beautiful misunderstanding...it jz that u guys dun BELIEVE me wht i explained.. finally i've change...being ALONE... tired of explaining... useless effort... n lost my friendship... i hav nothing to say...no more energy to explain... n no more frd....tat's wt i got extra... it's jz becoz of "misunderstanding"... sorry to say that i jz can't stand the INSULTing words.... sorry tat i can't join u guys to PD... it's not i dun want...i really affraid to hear those insulting words...perhaps it's jz an excuse... it's all enouf for me... i haf no courage to face u guys...i'm scared... i dun want to be hurt again... hope u guys can understand 1 day... LOVE u guys!!! JL |