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Jorge
! m jz an ordinary person
born !n a country which doesn't want to recogn!se me, so do !
! m not a "happy go lucky", taking l!fe seriouly as what & how ! want to be & fight for what ! want
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it's really over

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
12:26 AM

2 April 2009 ... seriously no JOKE
it's just to hang out with someone...
mission 1- go to KLCC as early as possible and get two tickets to visit Twin Tower Sky Bridge
woke up around 7 in the morning and reached KLCC at 8:30..thanks God, it's week day and not much people queuing up for the FOC tickets..may be about 200 pax ahead me..
i got the tickets half an hour later..it's scheduled at 4pm to be visited

"unvisited ticket"
Mission 2 - invite her to visit Sky Bridge
i called her and told her tat i got ticket to the Sky Bridge..if she can come over?
the reply was "may be, not sure"
well..i expected the good..
then back to mentari ... and  tried to find friends to go for ice skating at pyramid..i deadly wanted to go for it...
i called up Joanne to go for ice skating...and she's still in bed..
on the way back..i got a SMS...
as i never wanted to expect..
she said.. she might not be able to go KLCC..don't have enough time for that.
OK...and i knew it's the time for an "END"

Mission 3- Bring her to Sky Bridge ...
unfortunately..she's quite busy..+ we had dinner with group at night..could not manage the time for KLCC..
needless to say..
it is FAIL to complete. I was asking God why..
and it was the day i have learn what is "顺其自然" 

"If thing does not meant for you, you will never get it"
A "miracle"? does it exist? but still i looked for it naively
and it has never became a reality..
the reality is that I do not get a "chance" what i deserved most
"chance"...it is not to be waited, but it is to be owned
I could, finally, gave myself a chance to stop.
Leaving all behind but you,  still a friend
Forget the past and looking forward a new future which meant for me
it came to an END
June 21, 2006 - April 2, 2009

it's the END...
but not yet..
headding down to Joanne's house..she's still brushing her teeth, and i waited outside,sitting down at the stair case...for an hour..think , think think,...and thinking why God never wanted to give me chance. Meanwhile Joanne went down for her lunch, didn't see me, though..pity me..
when i called her, she was having her lunch almost finish...sigh
No mood for lunch and even ice skating, back to Joanne's apartment and lying on a sofa and expected some comfort from her.



after a while..Joanne suggested me to go for an ice cream..
she said "when unhappy, should eat ice cream"..did not believe what she said..
but nothing help if i just lying down there with a broken heart..
and we both headed to pyramid to heal my heart with Häagen-Dazs
OMG..i can't believe i could spend so much for an ice cream...wonder was it me?
absolutely, it's Jorgie..haha
Tuscan Romance ( had this coz i dun haf a romance..:P)
Joanne

big thanks to Joanne...help me heal the wounded heart
it really worked,..have some ice cream when you are down.
and we back home after 6
later EK fetch me, Bulat, and Ivy to SS15, bean bean cafe..
we had dinner with Teddy Bear, Julian, Ming Huai they all..
never ending chit chating....
and we experienced a War of Cockroach...
what the hell...suddelny lots of cockroach came out...gruesome!!

back home, packed my bag and get sleep..
the End of KL trip 

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